Due to a number of factors I have decided to remove several posts from this blog and disapprove of one comment. Essentially it comes down to the fact that I want to touch positive seeds in others and myself. But I can not do so with certain viewpoints, knowledge, feelings, inner knowing – whatever it may be – that I have. I am responsible for how my words and actions affect others. I can not be God’s Hands if I am pushing someone towards any sort of negativity. God, whatever, whoever He is, does not do that, so I can’t do that. I am forced then to keep certain things to myself in order to properly serve others. So be it.
Since I am also, in the midst of all this, trying to live with, “No Attachment, No Aversion” I’m just going to have to let certain things go. Set positive intentions for myself and any family I may be blessed with, but do not become attached to them. It is only through the things we are connected to, our views, our beliefs, whatever it may be, it is only through these things that we can become offended, and only if we choose to be offended. If you have no attachments it is very difficult, of not impossible, to offend you. So this will be my goal in every area of my life.
If I remain attached to anything it will be to touch the positive seeds in others and myself, to set positive intentions for others and myself, and to cultivate positive or null karma in others and myself. To flow in my life’s purpose, being God’s Hands in whatever capacity I can while doing so. But I can’t do any of that if I insist on posting certain things here, so I will now stop.
I guess ultimately it comes down to whether or not you are guided by love in the things you say and do. I have to admit however that I am hurt. This blog was the only place I had to express myself, to publicly say whatever it was I wanted or needed to say. I do not have the power or influence to affect the changes I want. Just my words and this blog. But now, in effect, I don’t even have that. I am forced to remained mute on certain matters that concern me for the benefit of others. Can’t stop caring either, because it all comes back to love.
Well it is what it is. Some things just aren’t going to flow in my life for me to do, or say. I know what sorts of dead ends I can come to if I try to take control. So I just have to let go, move on, and let the current take me where it will.